#3 Saying goodbye is a real kick in the dick

Fyi in case y’all did not know this- the title to this post could not be any truer. As I said in my previous post, I have a pretty kickass circle of people around me. I have been slowly saying sayonara to everyone and it is exhausting and I hate it! I had to say bye to my fabulous Mamasita and my favorite human (Haley, my little sister) and my stomach got all ba-jig-ety about it ๐Ÿ˜ญ. This has been a really hard week and I hate saying bye๐Ÿ‘Ž๐Ÿป.

My Mom did request that I take a self defense class before I left and I agreed if she would go with me. It actually was a pretty great lesson and I learned that “kick him in the dick” is not the answer for everything, unfortunately ๐Ÿ˜‚. I think the instructor *may* have gotten sick of me saying that for every solution to the what would you do scenarios ๐Ÿ˜‚๐Ÿคท๐Ÿปโ€โ™€๏ธ.

Haley, my Mamasita, and I celebrating Mamasita’s birthday this past July

The upside is I know my Mom will be visiting me somewhere along the way and we shall see about Haley…

I realize this may sound a *tad* ridiculous to those of you with children, but I was seriously super sad about saying bye to my fur child, Roxie. Roxie is my favorite being I have ever met or come across in this crazy life of mine and I promise there have been some days where I don’t know what I would have done without her. The thought of not seeing her for a year and also missing a year of her life is just the worst. So, I have been trying to spoil her and take her on as many walks as possible ๐Ÿ˜Š. I *may* have given her a breakfast of treats one day ๐Ÿ™ˆ.

Roxie (aka Roxstar) is on the left and my Mom’s dog, Nellie (aka Nel-dog), is on the right

I wanted to sell, donate, or gift 75% of my wordly possessions and I feel like I made a damn good dent towards my aspirations. When I moved into my place it took two full Uhaul truckloads and then I purchased more furniture and things over the last year. I am somewhat proud to say I only filled 1/3 of a Uhaul van with my stuff to be stored!!

Just look at those celebratory/you are on the right path sun rays illuminating this pic!

I feel like I have been running around crazy time doing about a million things and my short term memory is pretty much non-existent at this stage. I feel pretty damn happy now that I am all packed and done with my apartment (Friday) and getting ready to step through security on Monday!!! I am officially homeless and a wandering soul and it feels a bit discombobulating. Everyone keeps asking me if I am excited and to be honest the answer is no. I have been running around like crazy and have not had the time to sit and reflect that I leave on MONDAY! Holy fucking shit!!! I can’t believe this year I have been planning and dreaming about is just a few days away. Still doesn’t seem real!

Well, I am headed to sell sassy Cassie (my lovely Subaru Forrester) in just a bit and have another 18 million errands to run, so I am signing off โœŒ๐Ÿผ.

P.S. I have written all of my posts so far on my phone and I know I am missing a follow button and I will jump on a desktop later to see if I can fix it. If you would let me know if there is anything else I need to add or figure out on here that would be awesomesauce! And if there is anything you would like to see or hear about holla at me ๐Ÿ˜Š. I also have not been able to find the spell check, so I apologize if I have some misspelled words.

5 Comments Add yours

  1. Vince says:

    omg, your mom’s dog is an exact replica of mine.

    Have such a great time!


  2. jobrien6515@gn says:

    Blogging on a phone is amazing…..I will be reading about your adventures, I am so happy you are living your dream. Love love love you!


  3. Dani Carbo says:

    I have a human child and I’d be feeling the same about my fur children too. They are still family. Your feelings are not Rediculous!
    Look forward to reading about your adventures! โค๏ธโค๏ธโค๏ธ


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